Ick Update

Well went for the ultrasound today. Number one- tech was a flake!! She was all over the place, mumbling to herself and clicking buttons. I think she has to spend to much time in the little dark room. The woman needs some sunshine!! So she thinks that she saw a cyst on my ovary, so that is exciting. She also saw "something" in my kidney, although she isnt sure what it is. YAY again!! PFFTTT :P

Changing gears now, I went to church yesterday for the first time in a long time. I spent the hour praying for help. Lately I have had a "love-hate" relationship with the Big Guy. In all honesty, I have a severe problem with the people who think they know what God is trying to say. But I went anyways. I asked him to help me with the issues that have come before me with the divorce and separation. I was really at the end of my rope. I asked for guidance, although I have to say I didn't have faith in it. But He really does have a plan for me. Abit, a crazy-make-me-nuts-raise-my-bp plan, but a plan none the less.

SOOO, I shared this blog with a great friend that I have made this past year. She read the blog and sent me many links to help me wade thru the muck that my life has become. Well, at least she gave me a shove in the right direction. I love you Mo G! You really are anwser to my prayers, thank you...

Today is done. I get to try again tomorrow. I don't want to be a grown up anymore. :(